Another lousy and unproductive weekend is almost over! All i've managed to do is the stats tutorial. Idunno, at home all i want to do is rubbish on the computer and walk around doing other stupid things.

This afternoon i wasted another 2 hours exploring. Actually i wanted to go to SAS to see whats up with Philyouth since i want to join. Going there is one thing. But SA village is seriously big and i had to try and plan the right route to get to the JC. Which dint work since the stupid gate accross the bridge was locked. So after making another big round, i got in and it was really quiet apart from the dancers who came back for cca. And on a sunday.. wow. But there was no rehearsal for philyouth today i guess, since the competition thing which i dont know anything about just ended. Andrea kept asking about it this morning and i'm like.. NUSHS orch.. Since when compete?

So yeah. It was pretty hot this afternoon too and i'm getting a headache. I think the brain is like a big network of wires. And the insulation on my wires has been degenerating these few days. Headahes come more frequently.

Oh well, i dont know if this is the cause of my sick likes. I have this sort of drive to bully and hurt anything younger than me. Somehow watching younger people being childish drives me abit mad, yet i feel its perfectly okay for me and my friends to be retarded in the lift or whatever.
This feeling comes about when i watch people i have no personal contact with. Anyway, all this is cos just now at the interchange, there was a boy running around and he sorta ran into me. After that he cried and went to his big sis who smiled and gave the 'its okay' look to me. Damn but after that i smiled all the way into the bus just cos i somehow hurt someone. And he was like what. P4?

Ah but i feel bad about being so mean in the head now. I'm a nice guy! Nice nice nice. *smiles*
posted by halfpastfour- at 4:58 PM [edit]